Remember how Christmas used to feel when you were little and you charged under the tree to open ALL your presents? Well that’s how I felt a couple of weeks ago. After a web cam summit I got the chance to meet some of the top models from a famous studio here in my town. I was lucky enough to sit down for a couple of drinks with some of the hottest girls out there. Which I obviously took as an opportunity to bring my trusty pencil along and record some of their stories, maybe even in my humble way do their story some justice. Ideas kept flowing from left and right but I didn’t seem to have my mojo on…or maybe I just didn’t think I was making them shine as much as I wanted. One of those days…
So I took another approach, I decided to let them do all the talking and tell me some of the common myths regarding their job. Or whatever else was on their chest. I wanted to be their voice if I could. But even so, I felt a little bad because sitting at the same table with them I couldn’t help let my mind drift a little…I mean who wouldn’t if you were the focus for five of the most beautiful girls out there. Here I am all dressed up, bringing flowers and chocolate for all of them. I was expecting, well I don’t know what I was really expecting. Maybe something a little more glamorous? My first big surprise was them coming in their regular street clothes. But when meeting young ladies being overdressed is not worst thing that could happen. So we introduce ourselves and we small talk a little to lighten the atmosphere (the chocolate and flowers did help in that direction as well). I tell them the subject will be “Common myths about cam girls” for now and they all agreed that it’s a good idea. So this is where we start:
Diana: Most common? That we’re always horny :)), she says that laughing heartily and waving her hands looking around for the other girls to approve. Diana is around 30, divorced and with a kid. Her calm, brown eyes seem to suggest she has her feet firmly planted in reality and is a patient girl. The other immediately agree with her.
Jessica: They actually come into the room expecting you to be soaking wet and ready to jump them right away. As if all the rudeness and the name calling would turn us on. Getting called a „bitch”, „cunt” or a „whore” surely works on making a girl think you’re attractive, right? Would you even have the guts to tell a girl that on the street?
Alicia: I would also like to say that it’s weird that so many people seem to think we enjoy things like fisting or trying to shove as many things as possible inside us! I mean, only today I had at least five people asking me to put all sort of stuff inside me. From my heels to my whole arm and many, many other things. Alicia is 23, with clear blue eyes and an expression that, pardon my French, says „fuck me good or don’t bother”. But who am I to judge the looks of a person. Maybe it was just my sick imagination.
Biu: For some reason men enjoy that. Maybe it’s some weird thing stemming from wanting to recreate the birth? I don’t know. Biu is Afro-American, but for some embarrassing reason, I couldn’t help myself from calling her Bijou (French for jewel). Skin like chocolate milk, lips like velvet and eyes that could make the strongest men weak in the knees. To add to all that she has a body that I’ve seen only in the comic books for adults!
Diana: What would you know about child birth and the trauma that comes with it Biu? Being constipated every other week doesn’t count!
They all started laughing at once and left me a little dumbfounded at that. They have a certain chemistry between them that allowed them to kid with each other in a more “crude” way, if I can call it like that. They deal with same things daily and know each other’s pain and struggle. No one gets upset if the jokes are a bit more on the racier side and they are able to laugh at themselves and take it in their stride. There are some undercurrents there, possibly some small rivalries maybe? But that’s to be expected, no matter what the job is.
Alicia: Oh, I just thought of something else. The fact that we should always be wanting to meet a new member in real life. If I was ugly as fuck, with the face of a horse like Sarah Jessica Parker, would they still be rushing like that to meet me? And even so, when would I have time to meet ten thousand members? I’m not doing a sex marathon, and even if by some miracle I’d be wanting to do that…how long do you think until I actually meet up with a deranged bastard that will lock me up, tie me up and tell me how his mother abused him and make me pay for it all “Silence of the Lambs” style.
Biu: All men want to climb the highest mountains, but few can.
Diana: Again with the metaphors…what the fuck are you on about? The only mountain they have in mind is mount Venus. And believe me, it’s generally a short climb and by the time they are on top you should be searching for your panties because it’s a clod descend from there.
Alicia: You girls should get a room or a boxing ring! But at least pick one so we can continue with this. What they think is that we will meet every stranger out there for any amount of money. Let’s say that somehow I actually fall for you as a member, yes sometimes it happens and people even get married sometimes out of this. But so do people that bump intro each other on the street randomly. They don’t think we’re real people with our own lives…would you ask a stranger to drop anything for you, move on the other side of the world for the chance of something good happning. Not even to mention that most of the times the people asking this don’t even have faces you can attach to the words. Next time I should ask a member like that: „hey you! You’re amazing and handsome and everything I dreamt about. I’d fuck you silly if you were here… I have no fucking clue who you are but why don’t you leave everything and come here with me? Oh…a job? Your house, parents, wife and kids? Don’t care man…they’ll understand some day!” If they don’t leave the room in ten seconds they’re fucking nuts…
After that, a small silence descends and they eventually agree that would be funny but they couldn’t possibly be that rude or act like that. That wouldn’t make them any better than the people they were complaining about.
Michele: I want to add something too, I think it’s relevant here. Something else common is that people think we make easy money with no hard work. We’re not dumb and we do work a lot. I spend eight to ten hours a day, some of them without breaks, talking and analysing people. And not just in English. I had to learn common phrases and a bit of conversational skills in at least French, Italian, Spanish and German. Operating the PC and fixing the issues that can arise and the tech guy can’t be there to help me. Opening up and understanding people from different social groups…different religions, different ethnicities. It’s not as easy as it sounds. If it’s such an easy job, why don’t they do it? Think you can get rich by sitting on your ass naked from home? Go for it!
Michele is half French, half Spanish and got the best features from both sides. Brunette with hair like silk that left you with the impression it was softly caressing her face, not covering her. Elegant and with soft princess like hands, she would melt your heart away in the time it took you to take a couple of breaths (which incidentally I forgot to take while listening to her)
The girls all agree and tell me that at times they need to be as much a therapist as they need to be beautiful models. They have to empathize with the members and help them through stuff they need to work through and they also need to take care of themselves not to get emotionally drained from that many problems from so many people.
Me: What about you Denise? Would you like to share something with us? She seemed like one those shy girls that just keeps quiet in a corner and listens to everyone smiling and drifts in and out of a daydream.
Denise: Yeah, of course I do! Sorry, I was just picturing it happening. My two cents is that members expect us to do everything they ask us just like that…even if we’re in free chat, and we should believe all the promises made to us. And if we do what they ask they’ll pay us right after…you know the kind “Trust me! I’m not lying!” Wouldn’t getting naked for free kind of defeat the point of why we’re there? Member and model alike. Or maybe the member is thinking that he’ll be the one outsmarting everyone else and that he shouldn’t follow the rules that are there for everyone. First of all, you came here for your own reasons and fantasies and to pay to have them fulfilled. If I do it all in free for everyone…what would that be like? I’d be their toy, and as all children get bored of a toy once they play with it a few times so would they get bored with me and discard me right away. I guess they think us naïve and/or stupid. Denise was bit different compared to the other girls. A bit of a hippy, tattoos covering her pale skin with a figure taken straight off the catwalk. Clear brown eyes with a spark of naughty in them. The kind that you get lost in for hours.
After her words everyone was quiet for a bit again. They agreed with it and surely all of them knew the situation she was talking about.
Alice: Well, since they don’t actually know us it’s easier for them to distance themselves and pretend we are fictive characters. Almost none of them take a minute to think who’s on our end of the screen. Could be your mother, your sister…a close friend. You wouldn’t even know it. We’re more private and discreet about our job, and as such very few people get to know the true people that do this so not many actually empathize with the position we’re in.
Diana: I actually know a guy who had something like that happen to him. He found his mother doing this from home. He was completely shocked at first…but once he realized what things are about and understood that she is being safe he started being alright about it. You should have seen the face on him when I told him that I’m doing the same thing. I couldn’t help but notice that there was a hint of satisfaction, if not a little revenge too, in her laugh as she finished that anecdote.
It seem to be cathartic for them, talking and getting things off their chest like that (as a disclaimer I shall be telling you that no boobs popped out or anything) for a change. Usually they’re the ones doing the listening and giving people advice. I had the chance to give them a more “personal” voice…one besides the voice they use on camera. Also by doing this, I myself got the chance to get to know them better and learn a thing or two about the work they do and how people create their own persona when coming online and how this alter ego is usually way worse than the “real person”.
As one last thing I asked them why they keep coming back to this. Why do they still do it?
The answers were different, as diverse as my coven of five that I gathered that night. From paying the bills to getting to meet new people. And especially for the people they worked with and met. Over time they developed into something akin to a family, not just co-workers. The nature of the job made them tighter knit group than you get to see in other places.
These are real people that might live next to you, or might even be closer than you realize. Your wife, your sister or even your mother. I know how strange the idea might seem to you right now…hell it might even be you some day. You don’t know where life will guide you and what chances you shall be getting. They don’t steal or deceive people into giving them money and sure as hell they’re not taking the easy way out. And even if they are surrounded by some pretty bad misconceptions and people sometimes look down at them…they will show up for work the next day. All done with a smile on their face and the will to shake off everything but the good memories that binds them into this job. The satisfaction of knowing you made a difference for someone and gave them a helping hand (no matter what form that help comes in) is a worthy thing to get up in the morning for.
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